Wednesday, March 19, 2008

Destruction Of A Young Child's Life *not finished*

[22:51] Sillyboy123: *My Name*, you're a bitch. You're a scared, emotional little kid. You'd probably do better going back to your old ways and crawl in a corner and cut yourself, like the demented, sick piece of shit you are.[22:52] Victimizer: WoW[22:52] Victimizer: omfg[22:52] Victimizer: that was FUCKIGN pathetic[22:52] Victimizer: seriously[22:52] Victimizer: i knew your were bluffing, i knew you had nothing on me[22:53] Sillyboy123: You know what, you did this. I didn't.[22:53] Sillyboy123: I never did ANYTHING[22:53] Victimizer: its true, im a lil emo bastard, but atleast im not a fucking retard who thinks that people like you, but in actually they are teasing you adn you dont understand it, becasue you fail to see the simple fact of how annyoing you are[22:53] Victimizer: ok well goodbye[22:53] Sillyboy123: I hope you die.[22:53] Meebo Message: Sillyboy123 is offline[22:58] Meebo Message: Sillyboy123 is online[22:58] Victimizer: death threat[22:58] Victimizer: death threat[22:58] Victimizer: death threat[22:58] Victimizer: death threat[22:58] Victimizer: death threat[22:58] Victimizer: death threat[22:58] Victimizer: tahts not nice mister[22:58] Sillyboy123: So.[22:58] Sillyboy123: You're not nice.[22:58] Victimizer: your a jerk hole[22:58] Victimizer: im sick of you threatening to kill me[22:58] Sillyboy123: You're an asswhole.[22:58] Sillyboy123: I'm sick of you being stupid.[22:58] Victimizer: im stupid[22:58] Sillyboy123: You come up with tupid excuses not to talk to me.[22:58] Victimizer: i teased you for how long, and you thoguht i was joking[22:58] Sillyboy123: It's crazy.[22:59] Sillyboy123: And childish[22:59] Victimizer: i think your the stupid one[22:59] Sillyboy123: Why though?[22:59] Victimizer: childish? your givin me death threats[22:59] Victimizer: i think your a lil childish[22:59] Sillyboy123: WHAT DID I DO?[22:59] Sillyboy123: NOTHING![22:59] Victimizer: you were born fool[22:59] Victimizer: your annoying as fuck “Little Baby”[22:59] Victimizer: every time i get on aim, you spam me with your annoying worthless conversations[22:59] Victimizer: as soon as i change my away message[22:59] Victimizer: your on my ass like a fly on a dead animal[22:59] Victimizer: your like in love with me, learn to back off[23:00] Victimizer: so i have mroe fun teasing you[23:00] Sillyboy123: I'm not in love with you.[23:00] Sillyboy123: That's sick.[23:00] Victimizer: are you sure about that[23:00] Sillyboy123: It's called friendship.[23:00] Victimizer: your the one who wants to fuck me[23:00] Victimizer: but then again, chat logs cant prove anythign[23:00] Sillyboy123: I didn't say that.[23:00] Victimizer: you cant prove you didnt[23:00] Sillyboy123: They can't.[23:00] Victimizer: its just a simple online conversation[23:00] Sillyboy123: It is.[23:00] Victimizer: so all that stuff you said about killing blacks, jews, adn ricepickers?[23:00] Victimizer: wahts that about[23:00] Sillyboy123: I didn't say that.[23:00] Sillyboy123: You made that shit up.[23:00] Victimizer: prove it?[23:01] Sillyboy123: And everyone saw right thrugh it.[23:01] Victimizer: no[23:01] Victimizer: actually[23:01] Sillyboy123: They know that that's not who I am.[23:01] Victimizer: right, well i ahve some people who dont like you right onw[23:01] Sillyboy123: And who is that?[23:01] Victimizer: people from my skool[23:01] Victimizer: cuz i thoguht itd be funny to tell them all[23:01] Victimizer: [23:02] Sillyboy123: You need to pray for forgieness.[23:02] Victimizer: [22:19] Sillyboy123: I hate gay people. I also hate blacks, jews, and rice pickers. I will go to each adn every one of their houses, and personally burn them alive! I wish Hitler would have done his job better![23:02] Victimizer: i think you do[23:02] Sillyboy123: I didn't say those things.[23:02] Sillyboy123: Please.[23:02] Victimizer: cant prove you didnt can you[23:03] Victimizer: death threats arent fucking smart[23:03] Sillyboy123: Leave it alone and you'll never hear from me again.[23:03] Victimizer: no[23:03] Victimizer: im having fun[23:03] Victimizer: you threatend me[23:03] Victimizer: come over and kill me like you said you woudl[23:03] Sillyboy123: I'm not going to do that.[23:03] Victimizer: you sure[23:03] Sillyboy123: I pity you.[23:03] Victimizer: you seemed pretty sure earlier[23:03] Victimizer: you pity me?[23:03] Victimizer: wow[23:03] Victimizer: thats funny[23:04] Victimizer: im pretty sure everyone pities you?[23:04] Victimizer: does it feel bad to be a loser?[23:04] Sillyboy123: I hope you'll be forgiven[23:04] Victimizer: cuz im sure it hurts[23:04] Sillyboy123: I actually don't care.[23:04] Sillyboy123: Don't you think it would've been easier if you just told all this from the beginning?
[23:05] Victimizer: isnt it funneir that i didnt[23:05] Sillyboy123: You should have said something from the beginning.[23:05] Sillyboy123: No.[23:05] Sillyboy123: You could've saved from all this torment and humiliation.[23:05] Sillyboy123: You have some sick pleaseure of putting people down.[23:05] Sillyboy123: And humiliating them[23:06] Victimizer: yeap[23:06] Victimizer: but im pleased by thsi[23:06] Victimizer: im ahving fun[23:06] Victimizer: dont take my fun away from me[23:06] Sillyboy123: Just forget it please. You'll never hear from me again.[23:06] Victimizer: no[23:06] Sillyboy123: I promise.[23:06] Victimizer: death threats[23:06] Victimizer: prove you ahve somethign to say to me[23:07] Sillyboy123: I said it because I knew it would be the only way that you wold talk to me so that I could explain myself.[23:07] Victimizer: right[23:07] Victimizer: im sure[23:07] Sillyboy123: Im sure too.[23:07] Sillyboy123: Just let it go.[23:07] Victimizer: ha[23:07] Sillyboy123: It's done.[23:07] Victimizer: your funy[23:07] Sillyboy123: You've said your piee.[23:07] Sillyboy123: piece*[23:07] Victimizer: i lvoe how you make up stupid stories to make your plan seem smart[23:07] Sillyboy123: I've said mine.[23:07] Victimizer: no, i want more[23:07] Victimizer: i want to tease you till the end of time[23:08] Victimizer: because, frankly, i can

[23:08] Sillyboy123: I'm feeling relly sick right now.

[23:08] Victimizer: im a mean person “Little Baby”. I have fun with it. I want you to wish i was dead, i want you to say things about me to other people, i want to be in all your nightmares

[23:08] Sillyboy123: Why are you oing this?

[23:09] Sillyboy123: The only things I have ever said about you were good things.

[23:09] Victimizer: um

[23:09] Victimizer: lets see

[23:09] Sillyboy123: to other people.

[23:09] Sillyboy123: Because I thought you were my friend

[23:09] Victimizer: [22:55] Sillyboy123: You can tell him that I wouldn't love more than to kill him tonight.

[23:09] Victimizer: yeah

[23:09] Victimizer: about that

[23:09] Sillyboy123: But how wrong I was.

[23:09] Victimizer: funny stuff

[23:10] Sillyboy123: What is it goint to take for you to stop.

[23:10] Victimizer: wtf

[23:10] Victimizer: now your lying?

[23:10] Victimizer: i thoguth you never said bad thigns

[23:10] Victimizer: why do you avoid the subject?

[23:10] Sillyboy123: Why can't we just erase out history.

[23:10] Victimizer: lmfao

[23:10] Sillyboy123: Just dissappear.

[23:10] Victimizer: history is fun

[23:10] Victimizer: your trying to hide

[23:11] Sillyboy123: Because you're making me sick.

[23:11] Victimizer: “Little Baby”, you're a bitch. You're a scared, emotional little kid. You'd probably do better going back to your old ways and crawl in a corner and cut yourself, like the demented, sick piece of shit you are.

[23:11] Sillyboy123: You're hurting me physically and emotionally.

[23:11] Sillyboy123: You've PROVEN YOUR POINT~

[23:11] Victimizer: good job

[23:11] Sillyboy123: So just stop!

[23:11] Victimizer: ive proven your a failure

[23:11] Sillyboy123: Ok

[23:11] Sillyboy123: Whatever

[23:11] Sillyboy123: You win

[23:11] Sillyboy123: YOU WIN

[23:12] Sillyboy123: Ok

[23:12] Victimizer: lol

[23:12] Sillyboy123: Stop

[23:12] Victimizer: not enough for me

[23:12] Sillyboy123: Please don't ruin the last bit of self that I have.

[23:12] Victimizer: aww

[23:12] Victimizer: thats sad

[23:12] Sillyboy123: It's true.

[23:12] Victimizer: and you make it sound like im an emo bastard

[23:13] Sillyboy123: You said that yourself.

[23:13] Sillyboy123: That's one of the first things you told me when we started speaking with each otehr.

[23:13] Sillyboy123: You said that you used to cut yourself.

[23:13] Victimizer: your funny, i like how you believe everythign your told

[23:14] Sillyboy123: Well, I believed you and I felt sorry for you.

[23:14] Victimizer: yay, pity from a worthless person

[23:14] Sillyboy123: And was glad to see that you didn't do that anymore.

[23:14] Victimizer: lol

[23:14] Sillyboy123: WHY?

[23:14] Sillyboy123: You should have told me from the beginning

[23:14] Sillyboy123: You should've just said, "“Little Baby”, I don't like you and I don't want to talk to you. Leave me alone"

[23:15] Sillyboy123: And I would've said OK, and that would've been that.

[23:15] Victimizer: um

[23:15] Victimizer: lets see “Little Baby”

[23:15] Victimizer: ive been teasing you and telling you off for like the last month

[23:16] Victimizer: you obviously dont understand when someone doesnt like you

[23:16] Victimizer: Sides, i had fun

[23:16] Sillyboy123: Because I can't tell the difference.

[23:16] Sillyboy123: OK

[23:16] Victimizer: giving you little stories, and lying to you, and teasing you, and making fun of what you say all along the way

[23:17] Sillyboy123: I can't tell the differene.

[23:17] Sillyboy123: It's part of a disorder I have.

[23:17] Victimizer: i know

[23:17] Victimizer: fun stuff for me

[23:17] Sillyboy123: In all seriousness, I have a disorder called Aspergers.

[23:17] Sillyboy123: Look it up.

[23:17] Victimizer: yeah

[23:17] Victimizer: weve been through this

[23:18] Sillyboy123: I don't think we have.

[23:18] Victimizer: yes

[23:18] Victimizer: we have

[23:18] Victimizer: because you said dont make fun of you if i told oyu

[23:18] Sillyboy123: Ok, then I did.

[23:18] Victimizer: cant even remember, tahts sad

[23:19] Sillyboy123: And I told you that because I trusted you.

[23:19] Victimizer: i thoguht you never forgot?

[23:19] Victimizer: dont trust someone you dont know

[23:19] Victimizer: its a bad idea to do that

[23:19] Sillyboy123: You seemed cool.

[23:19] Sillyboy123: God, I was wrong.

[23:19] Victimizer: i am cool

[23:20] Sillyboy123: In your eyes and other eyes.

[23:20] Sillyboy123: others*

[23:20] Sillyboy123: But, for me, the truth has come out.

[23:21] Victimizer: only for you, so obviously that just means your opinion is retarted, because everyone else is agreeing wiht me

[23:21] Sillyboy123: They are only getting one side of the story.

[23:21] Victimizer: awww

[23:21] Victimizer: thats sad

[23:21] Sillyboy123: I've got the conversations too.

[23:21] Victimizer: yeah

[23:21] Victimizer: lets se

[23:21] Victimizer: online converstations dont mean anythign

[23:22] Victimizer: do you remember saying that?

[23:22] Victimizer: i do

[23:22] Victimizer: cuz i got conversations of you calling out jews, gays, blacks, and asians... how your going to kill them

[23:22] Victimizer: i also got ones of death threats to myself

[23:22] Victimizer: dotn fuck wiht me “Little Baby”

[23:22] Victimizer: im the better player at this game

[23:22] Sillyboy123: Stop.

[23:22] Sillyboy123: How much do you want.

[23:22] Sillyboy123: Can I pay you off/

[23:23] Victimizer: everything “Little Baby”

[23:23] Victimizer: everythign

[23:23] Sillyboy123: Please just name a price.

[23:23] Sillyboy123: and let it all end

[23:23] Victimizer: $1337

[23:23] Sillyboy123: I don't have that much right now, but I'll give it you.

[23:23] Sillyboy123: when i get it.

[23:23] Sillyboy123: I work.

[23:23] Victimizer: “Little Baby”

[23:24] Victimizer: i dont want your moeny[23:24] Victimizer: its worth nothign to me

[23:24] Victimizer: the fact that you wasted your time to give money to someone who controlls you just shows how worthless you are

[23:24] Sillyboy123: You're not giving me any other option.

[23:24] Victimizer: wow

[23:24] Victimizer: your so blind[23:24] Victimizer: “Little Baby” , “Little Baby”, “Little Baby”

[23:25] Victimizer: so you just think you can buy people off

[23:25] Victimizer: you think thats the only way to make me leave you alone

[23:25] Sillyboy123: You should just understand how I feel.

[23:26] Victimizer: and why is that

[23:27] Sillyboy123: You've won. I'm worthless, ok? But I try and I hang on just enough to get through life. Then you have to come and throw a curve in it.

[23:28] Victimizer: a curve

[23:28] Victimizer: please explain

[23:28] Victimizer: why do you trust me so much

[23:28] Victimizer: why do you put faith in those you do not know “Little Baby”

[23:29] Sillyboy123: I regret it.

[23:29] Sillyboy123: Just let it all go. You're going off to college and you want to have to worry about me ever again.

[23:29] Victimizer: lmfao

[23:29] Victimizer: i dont have to worry

[23:29] Victimizer: i have to be excited to just continue this

[23:30] Sillyboy123: I want you to stop.

[23:30] Sillyboy123: This is turning into harrassment.

[23:30] Victimizer: no

[23:30] Victimizer: you cant say that

[23:30] Victimizer: you gave me death threats

[23:30] Sillyboy123: Ok

[23:30] Sillyboy123: And I admit to that.

[23:30] Victimizer: see

[23:30] Sillyboy123: We'll both go to jail.

[23:30] Victimizer: lol

[23:30] Victimizer: you want to go to jail over this

[23:31] Sillyboy123: I dont'

[23:31] Sillyboy123: I want it TO END!

[23:31] Victimizer: “Little Baby” ive been asking you from the begging, leave me alone

[23:31] Victimizer: why do you have to continue this

[23:31] Sillyboy123: No you haven't.

[23:31] Victimizer: you jsut stretch it out

[23:31] Sillyboy123: You never once came out and said that.

[23:31] Sillyboy123: Not once~

[23:31] Victimizer: well, i assumed you understood it by me making fun

[23:31] Victimizer: , then blocking you

[23:31] Victimizer: then telling you off

[23:31] Victimizer: then rejecting you on teh fone

[23:32] Sillyboy123: I was trying to clear things up.

[23:32] Victimizer: “Little Baby”... Frankly your not worth my time

[23:32] Sillyboy123: I needed to understand.

[23:32] Victimizer: i dont care how you feel, who yo uare, and what disorders you claim to have

[23:32] Victimizer: i understand everything

[23:32] Victimizer: Ok, i care about nothing

[23:32] Victimizer: Have fun, but just remember... I Own you

[23:32] Meebo Message: Sillyboy123 is offline

Saturday, March 1, 2008

Religion = Lawlz?

[19:48] ElMexicanoJesus: im more perfect than god
[19:48] girlygirllovey5: totally not.
[19:49] ElMexicanoJesus: why dont you agree
[19:49] girlygirllovey5: because god is more amazing than anything ive ever felt in my life. and youre not.
[19:49] ElMexicanoJesus: ...
[19:49] ElMexicanoJesus: oooh harsh
[19:49] girlygirllovey5: you should try god.
[19:50] ElMexicanoJesus: gods stupid
[19:50] ElMexicanoJesus: i dont see a point in believing that crap, it just makes you dependent on somethign else
[19:50] girlygirllovey5: ricky, dont say that to me
[19:50] ElMexicanoJesus: why live life a slave when you can live life with endless opportunities

[19:50] ElMexicanoJesus: its true?
[19:50] ElMexicanoJesus: thats why i say
[19:50] ElMexicanoJesus: it
[19:51] girlygirllovey5: you really have no idea how god works
[19:51] ElMexicanoJesus: expalin
[19:51] ElMexicanoJesus: you make me seem ignorant
[19:51] ElMexicanoJesus: i want to hear your view of it
[19:52] girlygirllovey5: i think if i didnt believe in god i would have already killed myself. i seriously feel him, and i know ill never be alone in this world. words can't describe how i feel about him. its like someone is always there for me, even when everyone else on this world turns their back on me.
[19:53] ElMexicanoJesus: so how do you know youve expereinced god
[19:53] ElMexicanoJesus: you make as much sense as a kid with an imaginary freind
[19:53] girlygirllovey5: dont say that to me
[19:53] girlygirllovey5: he touches you and when he does you just feel it
[19:53] ElMexicanoJesus: lol
[19:53] girlygirllovey5: in your heart
[19:54] ElMexicanoJesus: thats hto
[19:54] ElMexicanoJesus: but how do yo know you feel it
[19:54] ElMexicanoJesus: that makes no sense that someone can touch inside of oyu
[19:54] ElMexicanoJesus: and oyu not know of it
[19:54] girlygirllovey5: okay, wheni have a bad day, i usually go in my room and pray. and i get chills, and thats how i know.
[19:55] girlygirllovey5: and hes worked through so many people
[19:55] ElMexicanoJesus: ok
[19:55] ElMexicanoJesus: lol shaina i hate arguin with relgious people... they can never give me a logical reason for anything
[19:55] ElMexicanoJesus: "i got chills, so there has to be jesus"
[19:56] girlygirllovey5: ricky, why do you need to SEE to believe? do you have no faith whatsoever? how can someone reason and have feelings?
[19:57] ElMexicanoJesus: shaina, you have to see to believe ltos of thigns yourself. you also dont have faith in a lot of things, especially your self if you have such low self cofnidence... And someone can reason adn feel? well thats becauase of adaptive evolution
[19:58] girlygirllovey5: well, i know i have faith in something.
[19:58] ElMexicanoJesus: but you dont have faith in everythign, so whats the poitn of having faith at all
[19:59] girlygirllovey5: i just know hes there, thats all
[19:59] girlygirllovey5: and i reallly wish you did too
[20:00] ElMexicanoJesus: all religious people are locked in a box, oblivous of its outside until they realize they can escape. I give all relgions an equal shot at "teaching me" or "recruiting me" or whatever... but all the time its the same... you have to believe, you have to just feel it... blah blah balh... its all the same. Relgion clouds peoples minds, and makes them think there is something when there is nothing. We make fun of little kids with miagary firends.. .cuz tehy feel and see something, but not everyone else does
[20:01] girlygirllovey5: why would you say that to me? do you have ANY respect for what i feel?
[20:01] ElMexicanoJesus: you make it seem like i just hurt you?
[20:02] girlygirllovey5: you cant say that about people's religions. you DO have to feel it. you DO have to have faith. and youll never know what it feels like to not be alone.
[20:03] ElMexicanoJesus: um lets see
[20:03] ElMexicanoJesus: i thought jesus and god and all that crap was amazing until i started thinkking that god not might not be real
[20:03] ElMexicanoJesus: ok i was a lil christian whore like everoyne who believes in that crap
[20:04] ElMexicanoJesus: you come to realize that nothign you say can never be proven, that god onyl seams reall when your happy, and that everythign is just made up to make people feel good
[20:04] girlygirllovey5: thats not right
[20:04] ElMexicanoJesus: not right?
[20:04] ElMexicanoJesus: then waht is?
[20:06] girlygirllovey5: im not gonna argue with what you think, because i dont wanna disrespect your views but, i feel the closest to god then i ever have right now. i cant explain how i feel but, i klnow hes there and you have to have faith and thats it
[20:06] ElMexicanoJesus: ok
[20:06] girlygirllovey5: and i wish you knew that
[20:07] ElMexicanoJesus: well you and i know to differnet things
[20:07] ElMexicanoJesus: and i wish you and every other christian woudl get out of that box
[20:07] girlygirllovey5: ok